MUSKOGEE..........ROUGHERS!!!

WE WON LAST NIGHT!!!!!!!!! WHAT AN AWESOME GAME!!!! HOPE EVERYONE IS HAVING A GREAT HOLIDAY WEEKEND!!! LOVE...

WHY?

WHY?

verse 1:   Why, do you still love me after all I've done?

                Why, every time I fail, can I still find forgiveness in your

                          Son?

                Why, does your mercy and compassion never end?

                Why, even though I hurt you, are you still my friend?

chorus:     I don't know why,

                and I don't fully understand

                But I know my life,

                is in your hands

                Take me deeper Lord,

                show me your plans

I want to know you, I wanna know.............why?

verse 2:   Why, when there's millions (of people), do you care

                         about me?

                Why, do you strive to know me intimately?

                Why, even when you know I'm gonna mess up, are you

                         always right there............to pick me back up?

chorus

bridge:     I have so many questions Lord!

                So many things I'm unsure of

                Please speak to me today,

                I KNOW YOU'RE ENOUGH.......(tell me why)

chorus (higher key)

hey guys!!

Sorry it's been so long since i've posted, but i'm gonna try to start getting on a lot more! I love my xanga friends!!!

This Wednesday (aka tomorrow) night is WINGSPAN at The Zone and you don't want to miss it! FREE HOT WINGS FOR EVERYONE! and whoever has the longest wingspan of new people who have never been wins a $50 giftcard!!  it's gonna be "cram" packed in the Fellowship Hall!

Here are some shout-outs:

First to everyone in our youth choir!!!  We won 1st place in the state! You guys are uh-mazing!

Next to my sister Brookie...i miss you! (and i still need some new pics!)

hum......to all my friends at the "vard".....i still miss our good times together!

ah yes, and to my friends at MHS.....c-ya tomorrow at school, lol!

Love you all........

~Bonnie

PS.....I've eatin 13 cookies so far today, yeah TODAY!!!! i'm the cookie monster!

HEY EVERYBODY!!!!! I think all my xanga friends deserve an update on my life cause it sure has been a while......................hum...........ok, let's see.......

.......Christmas with my family was awesome!  Every year us grandchildren read the christmas story from Luke 2.......my oldest cousin Katie started it we she was like 8 or something and the next year her and Karie both read it and then Katie, Karie, and Brooke, and then the next year....well, we have added like 1 or 2 grandchildren every year since then and each of us read a few verses, and this year there was like 14 of us reading!!!!!!! Then all 32 of us(aunts and uncles included) cram in my Mema's living room and sing "The Gift Goes On" it's a song we have sang every year as a family since the beginning of time and I love it!!! Then we gave each other presents and all that jazz.........

............then on Dec 27, me and my church homies went to Turner Falls for the most awesomest D-Camp ever!!!!!!  I had a blast with all the girls in my room, and definatley made some awesome memories.......(michelle plunket if you read this, you cracked me up when you told hannah to------well, you know what i'm talkin about!) GERMANY was definately the coolest country there i must say!! **butterfly kisses**  and i actually went to a nursing home and didn't have poop thrown at me or see any naked old person or watch them eat the kleenex we gave them instead of the orange!! the time i spent god there was truly amazing and encouraging to me, can't wait till next year!!!!!!......

.......... and now it's 2006, life sure does go by fast!! I always set "new year's resolutions" for myself and i have some that i've written down, but basically i just want God to have his way in my life this year......whatever the cost---whatever that means---i want god's will to be done in me and i want to live only for his purpose, not my own......lord, take away Bonnie Whitaker and let them see only you...............i want to please God more than anything, he means more than this whole world to me!! Have you ever been so in love with God that it seems like nothing else in the whole wide world even matters besides him???? I am going to strive each day to put God first in everything and let him have his way in my life, forgetting the past, and pressing on to what my future with God holds! I LOVE YOU LORD, YOU'RE MY LIFE!!!!!!

~Bonni......e